A/N: Happy one-month anniversary. I love you.

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DOUBTLESS

You know me well. I know you do. You know you do.

So you also know that when I have time on my hands, I think. About anything, and everything. I also know you don't mind; you're just the same.

So yesterday, as I was thinking… something hit me. Hard. Upside my brain's imaginary head, with a dead cold fish.

It's going to sound so silly said like that, but I realized I don't have any doubts.

Let me explain.

I've always doubted (almost) everything in my life. My feelings, my thoughts, my decisions; what people thought of me, said to me, promised to me. I have low self-esteem; I've always had a hard time believing it when someone said something nice about me.

But with you… somehow it's different. I feel like I can be myself, uncensored. I don't doubt my feelings for you; I love you, and it's real. I don't regret any decision taken when I'm with you. And when you tell me I'm beautiful… I can actually believe that someone can think that of me, even if I still have a hard time thinking it myself. With other people, sometimes I find myself wondering if they really enjoy my company or if they're just faking, but with you… I know it's not the case. I never doubt your feelings for me. I take them in, and I revel in them, and it's like it makes life easier, just knowing there's someone out there, outside of my family and friends, who loves me, and, as you said to me, would do just about anything for me. And I return this to you, because I feel the exact same way. I never doubt your motives and my trust in you is complete and unchanging.

Yes, I've loved other people. Friends, family, ex-boyfriends… With you, it feels stronger, and just not the same as before.

That's what's different… the realness, the doubtless moments… If it's what floating above the ground on a little pink cloud is, then I don't ever want to touch the ground again.

All I wanted to say was, thank you for all of this.