Loneliness, Emptiness

what was she supposed to do?

what was she supposed to believe?

everything was turning and it was hard to see

she did know what she wants

but her wishes never came true

she did know what she feels

but was there anyone who felt the same way too?

she thought she was alone,

the only one

although she knew she wasn’t

she knew people would want her to stay

but it didn’t mean anything to her

she already gave up long time ago

she was looking toward the end

there were no solutions for her problems

she was desperate and sad

her heart was breaking, her throat was dry

she couldn’t scream, she couldn’t cry

she couldn’t talk to anyone about what was on her mind

then she took a knife

there was no other possibility in her eyes

and everything what is left is emptiness.