Author's Notes: let's see who can find the ingenious rhyme scheme. :D

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This is so much harder than it has to be

Let’s give me an effing lobotomy

Let’s find a way so I can finally sleep

And dream in peace again.

But I don’t want it to be this way

These emotions I could never sway

I never want to be okay

Until he comes back to me.

I can’t continue to wear this disguise

To try and hide the tears in my eyes

All I ever hear are my cries

Every goddamned day.

I can no longer stand this pain

Like everything I love is out in the rain

So start it now, and don’t refrain

Let’s begin to lobotomize.