The Phobic

Wake me up
I'm too tired to care about anything
Give me strength
Just enough to make it through today
I am weak
I don't feel that I can keep going on this way

What's going on? What's wrong with me?
Who am I?
Is there a cure? Is it just me?
Or have I lost my mind?
I can't figure out what's wrong
And I'm getting tired of holding on
I'm phobic

Open up my eyes
So I can see what's right in front of me
Help me to let go
And surrender control
Melt my frozen heart
Show me how to love again
And how to be loved

Does anyone notice?
That I can't breathe
Why can't you see?
Can anyone tell?
I'm not myself
Do I have to yell it?

I don't feel real-be real to me now
I can't feel-be real to me