We spent half of our lives

Wishing we were older

Earth just froze over

And it’s still getting colder

Wish that this blanket

Was actually keeping me warm

My skin is hot

But inside I’m frozen and warm

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

Been through so much

I’m surprised my hair hasn’t turned white

Dealt with more shit

Than those twice my age, right

I just want to go back to being

A child, young and carefree

Not a worry in the world

Except for the cancellation of a TV show

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

Can i forget about reality

Leave all my worries behind

Go back to whirling in the flowers

Jumping in piles of leaves at your side

Until then, I’m stuck here in reality

Drowning in drama and life

I’m just young but old

Stressed out to the best, a thin line

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

I’m barely legal

Yet I feel like I’m already ready to die

It’s like I lived decades

But we know that’s a lie

fading

dec.25.2005