Two years passed and now I can see

I can see you my savior

I had given hope all those years ago

I didn’t want your help but you smiled and helped me anyway

Because of you I’m still alive

And I can now see some of that bright light

You have finally returned after these two long years

You met my newest friend

And bonded with them

I can’t tell you how happy that made me

Alone in the dark we talked

Secrets were revealed and lessons learned

I told you of all the pain I suffer through now

I told of how there isn’t a member of my family

Who I truly with my full heart love

You accepted this with sad eyes

The next day we journeyed with the ones who raised me

We were having fun

We even bought candy for each other

I loved every minute of it

Your presence just made everything a little better

Then we, that woman and I, did it again

It’s always a fight between us

You watched as my joke started a fight

Between me and that woman

In less than ten minutes I sat in a dark corner alone

Then you found me

You made me feel safe again

That night we ate with them, the ones who always hurt me

The words of bitter resentment dripped from my mouth without a thought

You looked at me and barely above a whisper said words that killed me

“That wasn’t nice. I think they really love you and you hate them.”

You looked so hurt as you spoke those words

Your voice echoed your face and I turned away

I said I didn’t hear you and I wanted you to repeat it

You said it was nothing

It wasn’t nothing

It was a knife that you unknowingly stabbed in my heart

Maybe it’s true

Maybe they do love me

But just because you love someone doesn’t mean you won’t hurt them

Take yourself for example

You, my savior, just killed me