Loving Him, Wanting You

Being with you feels so right
Yet I go home to him at night
We are just friends with fun to be had
He is my love if he knew he would be so sad
I know that love wont happen with us
But I still love that we can trust
Be with each other the best of friends
But someday my dear this must end
Then what will I do day by day
Letting the guilt eat me away
Just me and him whom I love so
But I still don't want to let you go.