In the Back of my Mind

I'm not sure

Anymore of my feelings,

You're always there

At the back of my mind

Waiting to blur my mind into

Total chaos.

Even though I don't know

You'll always be the first

To make me question myself

And blunder my words

The first person that I

Can't stop thinking about

You're still there in the crevice

Of my mind pushing

Me to wonder if what I

Said was right and how I look is wrong

To control my jealousy of that girl you have your arm around

All I know is that I can't

Stop thinking of you no matter,

How hard I try

You are the one for me, Even if I'm not the one for you.