8/5/05

All this shit I’m so sick and tired of all this bullshit

How I want to forget about her and yet I constantly think of her

The thoughts, dreams, and feelings never go away

I thought I was okay I was so sure I understood

But now I don’t know what to think or feel anymore

Please make it go away!

Now I haven’t got to talk to him in forever

I think his parents don’t want us having any contact with him

What’s their deal?

Why let me love him when I can never hear from him again?

What’s the point of falling in love if its only gonna cause me pain?

So sick and tired of all the lies and betrayal

God why is this happening to me?

Fuck love and fuck life

Nothing seems to matter anymore

All I want is for everything to just disappear

For everything to return to normal

So I’ll be rid of all this shit