Not finding it easy to let go
But what else can I do
You're probably with someone else now
Smiling, happy, enjoying your days

Never looking back at me
Never seeing my hurt and pain
For every time you smile
I think I drop a tear

Stupid me, delirious
Oblivious to what is happening
Seeing you brings a smile
Smiling brings me sadness

I should be more magnanimous
I should turn off my tap of sadness
Shower your eyes with smiles
Cover the reality like a blanket

No amount of persuasion will bring you back
Yes, damn it, I know
We've been through this before
I’m ok, but my heart needs some persuading

Here and there
I feel you here with me
It's ok, I’m strong, i’ll survive
I’ll hold on, since you wont be there to hold me

I’m not hurt because you left me
I’m not hurt because you're gone
I’m breaking because I still feel you
You're still here where you belong

If you don't feel, don't mess me up
I’m crumpled and torn and left behind
The piece of paper waiting for you
To pick me up to iron me straight

If your intention isn't so
Don't come near
Don't lead me on
Don't give me these faux feelings

I don't need them
I only need you

But if you don't need me
Just fucking fuck off.