What I Would Like To Hear

Ambiguity is your middle name
Suspense trails your every move
The only thing that’s crystal clear about you
Is the fact that you aren’t clear at all

Asking you a question
I waited patiently
Hoping that your response
Would bring a sigh of relief to me

Silly and stupid, I know I am
Simultaneously I tell myself
Why don’t you tell me what I should hear
To kill of what’s left of my feelings for you

As a waited for an answer
The clouds outside my window
Seemed to be staring down at me
Shaking their heads, telling me not to wait

I want to hear what you have to say
I want to have my feelings destroyed
Broken into pieces
Like what you did to my heart

Came your reply
In a simple tone
“Nothing, it’s nothing” you said
With an aura of a liar

It tells me that I shouldn’t be afraid
Because you are still who you are
After the many days, weeks and months
The same fucking liar underneath that sheep skin