i dont know who i am

its hard to find myself

just who i am inside

not what they want from me

i cry my silent tears

wishing i was loved

but i know no one will notice

to them i mean nothing

society has shun me

and all of them i curse

the ones i still call friends

don't need me anymore

i once thought i was special

that i was the one for you

and i've loved you even though

i know im not alright

i just wish that you could see

right through my crying eyes

to the person deep inside

that no one understands

my heart has been in mourning

ever since i saw you leave

i can't take much more of this

i want to be set free

to die as no one to the world

is all thats left here for me

and so i cry in silence

waiting for you to notice...