Loosely Woven

I felt bitter

as the couple passed me by

they didn't notice me

I was just sitting there

A sip of coffee

to purge the dirt out of my soul

and I wondered what is love

and what is self-control

your presence numbs me

it makes me rigid to be near you

you don't get it

you're too self absorbed

and too conceited

but it's your ignorance that kills me

everyone is ignorant

but you, more than you should be

I need to stop

I need to rid myself of you

it won't be hard for me

I don't care anymore

I need to breathe again

I don't consider you a person

and I'm cutting at the thread

becoming loosely woven