8/26/05

Adjust

Everything has changed and nothing feels right to me

I try my hardest to adjust, but I can’t always keep up

Wishing I never fell in love

Wishing I never lost my innocence

Why did so many people toy with me?

Why do they bother to promise me things?

Don’t promise me anything that you can’t keep

So if you wanna get involved with me beware of the curse I have

Don’t get too close

Hold back the feelings you have for me

Don’t love me because if you leave how can I follow?

But you are gone now and I blame myself

It was stupid to even try

I shouldn’t have said anything and left it alone

Maybe then I wouldn’t be in this mess

I wouldn’t feel the way I do right now

I wouldn’t have to feel so stupid and sad

Cause you would have just been a friend

Nothing more and nothing less

It wouldn’t have hurt this much

Would some please see it my way?

How could I ever show you what its like in my life?

Don’t you dare think I have it easy

You don’t know how fucked up my life is right now