8/26/05

Dead to me

I still mourn for the ones I’ve lost

Does it make sense that they seem so dead to me?

How they left without warning and it was as though life took them

They were able to be free while I had to watch in despair

We parted and I still cry because of those memories

Where what once was happy now causes me great pain

When I thought you loved me now I see the truth of your words

Don’t come near me

I don’t want comfort because it won’t do any good

The damage has been done scars remain as a constant reminder

Can you see what wounds you inflicted upon me?

Maybe not as deep as others I have, but still painful to this day

What does it matter if you feel at ease

But I want you to know that when you get too close to me

The price we pay is eternal hurt

Can you imagine life through my eyes?

No I don’t think you can, so you’ll never be able to understand me

So I cry because you and the ones I once loved are dead to me