The sun is setting

The wind is blowing

Warm air through the trees

The grass is wet

So are our clothes

As we lay in each others arms

I love your lips

The way you chew them

As you stare into my eyes

All I ever wanted was this

This is what I never had

But if this is all I’ll ever need

Then why do I feel so bad?

God, this seems so good

It just feels like it’s right

But everything could come crashing down

And I’m starting to think it might

Here we are

Lips on my skin

And so are your hands

I know we can’t

I know we will

‘Cause it’s what we want

I close my eyes

Whisper in my ear

As we dive right in

All I ever wanted was this

This is what I never had

But if this is all I’ll ever need

Then why do I feel so bad?

This all feels so different

What happened to the thrill?

‘Cause now I feel like I’m dying

And I’m on my way straight to Hell

Our bodies untwine

Skin glistening

I gasp for breath

Fingers comb my hair

Kiss my eyes

As my tears escape

It’s alright

He loves me

That’s what I’ll tell myself

All I ever wanted was this

This is what I never had

But if this is all I’ll ever need

Then why do I feel so bad?

I can’t describe how this felt

But I’m sure it’s not good

All I feel is pain and hollow inside

It’s no surprise; had a feeling I might

As I push myself up

I can see dawn’s first light

You have nothing to say except

“Same time tomorrow night”