Doubt

Do I love you?

I search inside myself
And I come up with nothing.
I don't know the answer.
Where are my emotions?
Where are they
When I need them to tell me
What to do?

Is it wrong
For me to try and know you?
Is it wrong
For me to try and love you?

Do I love you?

I search inside myself
And I come up with nothing.
Am I trying to love?
Or am I just trying
To give myself pain?
Why won't my heart
Tell me what to feel?

Is it wrong
To want to get to know you?
Is it wrong
To want to get to love you?

Do I love you?

I search inside myself
And I come up with nothing.
Am I so desperate for love
That I'm trying to force myself
Into something that's not real?
Why can't I think straight
And answer all these questions?

Is it wrong
To want you to know me?
Is it wrong
To want you to love me?

Do I love you?

I search inside myself
And I come up with nothing
But questions.