Torn

In pieces I lie

Torn in half by you

One half wants to hurt you

The other to hold you

I build a wall to hold them

But the wall is not strong

I keep my composure

While inside there's a war

Both trying to break out

Break the wall protecting me

I can't let them win

So they turn on themselves

Care fights the will to hurt

I want to hurt you

I want to hold you

They were controlled

By the me you killed

I killed myself for you

So at least be happy

One less worry

Sort out yourself

Don't try to fix me

But don't ask anything

Of me

That was the last resort

I can barely look at you

Without feeling dead

I tore my heart out for you

Tore myself in two

One half fights the other

And hate is winning.