Confessions

Hatred is like a bull
Nudging you, pushing you forward
Never stopping or slowing
Your cries are insignificant

Sadness is like quicksand
Dragging you into it
Deeper you go as you think about it
Even if you struggle, you still sink

You brought me both
Throwing them unto me
Disappointed, angered,
I lashed out at you

Your lies disappointed me
I hated you
In my mind I destroyed you
Tearing you apart

In my heart I struggled
I was like a parent lecturing a child
Inflicting pain and hurt
Meanwhile, feeling the hurt and pain in my heart

If to you I’m really asinine
And my words are totally meaningless
You shouldn’t listen to me
But feel my words with your heart

I may have a strong and forceful façade
Alone, I’m afraid, scared and lonely
I’m sad, not because you left me
But because I’m not even a friend to you now