He’s Lost In My Memories (Which Isn't Such A Paradise)

He’s fading into memory

He’s becoming a shadow of a figure

Just a missing page in the book of remembrance

Why can’t I recall his face?

I used to laugh at his jokes

I used to make fun of his hair

But he’s departing from my mind

Why can’t I remember his smile?

He’s out of my reach

Maybe I hit my head?

Maybe I’m getting old?

I can’t rescue his image

He’s locked away somewhere deep

I just can’t connect with him

I just can’t remember his ways

My mind can’t comprehend my order

My memories must be in a mess

I guess I don’t have a secretary

Why can’t I find that hidden file?

I remember claiming he was a stupid genius

I’m begging myself to see the vision once more

I gave up trying to contact him in the living world

Why can’t I just find him once again?

Where can I go to file a missing memory?

He can’t just fall into the wiped out pile

I doubt he’s out partying with the club recollections

Where the hell is he?

I can’t see his eyes any longer

I think I used to fight with him

Because of his lunch?

Who know any more?

I’m a hostage to this memory blank

But I don’t have Stockholm syndrome

So why can’t I remember him?

He’s become a mystery now

I missing more than half of the puzzle

I don’t think I can put it all together

Can’t he just appear for a fleeting second?

Maybe I can recollect him if I’m hypnotized?

Or sympathized?

I hate this mind paralysis

When it come to his memory

I promise I’ll buy candy for Halloween

If only I could remember him

I promise I’ll hang up the stockings for Christmas

Just to see him once again

I promise I’ll give someone a rose for Valentine’s

I guess you think these are empty pledges

Cuz I still can’t remember him

Will I ever see that jackass again?

A/N: Err...funny? This just totally spun out of control once I started hearing Be My Escape....I blame it on the song! .....God, I do have split personalities.....ah shit