Living In Death

I ruined all my things

I took for granted what I needed

Hid my face behind a mask

And said goodbye to the world

A face in peril

A face without feeling

Mistakes shown, errors done

I hate the world for this feeling

Deep inside that erupts

It’s dangerous to be sleeping

When every guilt haunts your mind

I try to cry no more

My head hurts everyday

With all these problems left inside

I cannot act, I cannot say

I just lie to everybody

I have scars I cannot say

Not visible to them but visible to me

I hate myself for this

But I cannot hide or run anymore

For everywhere I look

I see that death has come over me

A/N: I don’t know what’s compelling me to put up all my old poems….at least the ones I like. Hmm…I like some of the lines in this one but some of it is just blah…