The water is too high

I used to be able to swim through these waters

But now everything I do is useless

No matter what I do I drowned

Because it’s never going to be enough for you

I’ve done everything for you

I may not be the best but I’ve tried

Bleeding and burning tears aren’t good enough for you

You’re just not satisfied

Even though I’ve given you everything

To you it will never be enough

Stabbed time and again

But I never burdened you

My wishes are pushed aside for yours

But I’ll never complain

I’ll run and hide in the dark

And then I’ll scream and cry in shame

My death will only be an annoyance to you

Because I didn’t fulfill your needs

You won’t cry for me I know

All that matter is what you want

While I surrender everything I have to you

Rain pours to hide my tears

And thunder crackles to cover my screams

But even if they didn’t exist

You wouldn’t see or hear

No, to you I’m just your tool

Something you can use

So I’ll keep silent and I’ll disappear

You won’t notice my absence until you need me again

But by then I’ll be gone

Because I’ll have finally drowned

Finally drowned in my own pool of blood and tears