I can't believe

I can't believe

That I feel this way

Once again

The sadness that I feel

When I have to leave you,

The unbelievable feelings

When I'm near you,

I hang on to self-control

By the tips of my mind

I feel all these things

And have no way

No way to show them

No way to let you see

What it is that makes me shake

Makes my hands quiver,

I let go once

Lost my grip

And ended up

Only embarrassed

Yet I can almost still feel

Your body pressed against mine

Still hear your laughter

See your smile

I can't believe

That I hung on so long,

But my grip slips,

Every time I see you

I slip a bit more

I love you

I just want to show it

I don't care that you don't

Love me back

I just wish I could show

My love for you,

Express these feelings,

Show you what I feel

But alas I cannot

You don't want me to

So I grip my self-control

All to stay your friend.

I can't believe how

Perfect you can be

My precious angel of shadows.