A pain unbearable

Kills me from the inside out.

A feeling so hollow it’s nameless.

Vanishing, pain takes me slowly.

I desire that feeling.

I crave the conflict in my mind.

Pain slowly turns to pleasure.

I crave the feeling of loneliness, of disappearance.

The blade sinks further.

The craving for pain is unbearable.

Let the blood flow.

Drops of crimson pooling on the cool Earth.

Let it please my craving.

Let the feeling devour my soul, vanishing it completely.

Let it take me to the grave, a place of quiet chaos.

My unbearable pain.

My craving and pleasure for pain.

A madness to enjoy.