I can feel it

every second

I'm bleeding

I can feel

the infinite

beauty

Hot ichor

tracing lines

down my flesh

an ambrosia

of the ages

holding all

what is

what was

what is yet to come

So beautiful

so terrible

so loving

I'm dreaming

in crimson

Its

holding me

Warm arms around me

you don't want me

to dream

you're afraid

of the consequences

Afraid of true euphoria

afriad I'll be happy

afraid, I'll be happy

because you never were

Crimson kisses

make the widows mark

on my ashen skin

Masochistic love

traces fingers

over my calves

giving me the pleasure

you have forbidden me

forbidden yourself

Why can't I have what I want?

Why can't I have what I need?

What we need.

Me and my lover

I can't feel

every second

I'm numb

I can't feel

the infinite

beauty, anymore

Hot ichor

tracing lines

down my flesh

is a memory

an ambrosia

of the ages

holding all

what is

what was

what is yet to come

So beautiful

so terrible

stolen

A nightmare

in black and white