let's just pretend you call me (still) and
i (don't) hold on to that bootleg photo
the one numbered CW2749324 from her online-diary
that i renamed g r a d(uation):
because you like to wear the blue caps without
the extra gold like the special people.

frankly it looks like your morningafter
and i only wish it was me instead of her,
would it reallyreally not matter

unless;

tell me, do you still want to be a bum when you grow up?

yeah, me too.