Wondering

Wondering the paths of life and death,

Controlling their barriers.

Feeling the pain

Mixed signals,

Confusion screaming your name

Filling your head with lies, deception

The barriers are weakening

Blood is drawn, just a little

No more, no more, no more.

But it’s more lies

Screaming, begging, whispering

The pain greatens,

The barrier disappears, and then

Like an idea rapidly growing,

Understanding sinks in,

The confusion vanishes

The blood begins to flow…