My tendons were ripped out of my spine

As I heard you say those words.

I thought we were always going to be

A part of each other, as one whole.

But you said we were over

And the waves came crashing in.

I felt as if my whole body

Was going to be buried,

For my heart ached so much.

How can this be true?

You were a part of who I was.

You were the reason why I lived.

When I saw you for the last time,

My eyes swelled up with tears.

I had just lost the one I loved.

Spending time, locked up in my room,

I grasp my pillow as I hide,

Far under the covers which protect me.

Like three daggers, piercing my stomach,

So does my stomach feel when I know,

That I lost you with eternity yet to pass.