My heart grows cold
Everything I knew is gone
My everything
Gone
In seconds
What I work for is unseen

I can’t stay here anymore
I can’t breathe
I have nothing
My everything
Gone
In seconds
Lost without realizing

I want to stay
But the pain is great
Greater than life
With meaning
My everything
Gone
In seconds
Nothing matters anymore

I hate it
Hate emotion
Hate
Hate
Hate

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I wrote this early September of ’05. I just wanted to say, that I’m much happier now. Heh.