Stop screaming

Stop shouting

Stop lying

I’m not that monster

That thing you describe

That horror you name me

Let me go

Release your claws from my flesh

Your shrieks from my ears

Your hate from my self

…

I turn away

Run away

As fast as I can

Tired limbs forced

Weary heart shattered

A futile effort

But I run

Away from you

Your cutting words

Callous remarks

Where your voice can’t reach

Or your lies follow

…

I run still

Tripping on my steps

Falling on my knees

Begging to myself

Or to someone

Just anyone here

Can anyone hear me?

I can’t run

Words still chase me

Hate still fills me

Their hate

My hate

One’s end is the other’s beginning

…

Tell me I’m not what was said

More than that nightmare,

My horrible dreams,

Than waste of space

Of bones, blood and flesh

More than that fiend

Hated by all

Hated by my self

…

You are coming

I can hear you

Hear your insults

Tastes your curses

And I rise

Not begging to you

Or falling that low

…

Stop screaming

Stop shouting

Stop lying

Hear me for once

I’m not what you see

I am myself not you

Let me go

Free my mind from your touch

My soul from your taint

My self from your hate

…

Obey me now

Look at yourself

Bloodied knife on your hands,

In your mouth and your mind

Look at myself

Deep cuts on my skin,

In my heart and my soul

Answer me now

Who’s the monster here?

…

Stop acting

Stop mumbling

Stop shaking

Just see the truth

I’m your unfinished work

Not destroyed like yourself

I won’t ever be

Stop trying to change what I am

To a shadow of yourself

I won’t let it happen

Now stop!

Just stop!

And follow me no more…

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