Koi

"Watching the hot Egyptian sand slip through my fingers as if it were time itself...
I wonder where my love went, and even more why he left..."

"And then I realized the fatal mistake...
from his sleep he will never wake...
and my grief I will never shake... "

"I cry in the darkest hour...
in my sorrow I grow in power...
in my mouth the taste grows sour...
Cuz now the future is no longer ours.."

"So in my rage I learn to destroy...
life is nothing more then a toy...
in other's agony I find great joy..
in my madness I don't see the ploy.."

"Darkness is using me like a tool...
I don't care that I'm the fool...
He is gone; his death so cruel...
His face in my mind; my driving fuel... "

"So finally my rage subsides...
like a lowering of the tides...
the storm has passed but regret resides...
to stop my rampage I did not try...
I just held on for the ride...
in my heart I know he sighs..."

"Back to his side I return...
to my lesson I had not learned...
to where my soul sinks and burns....
to where for him I will always yearn..."

"Many years have then since passed...
and my knowledge has grown vast..
still I'm haunted by my past..."

"Maybe one day it'll come again...
and to my decision I'll amend...
and then my love I will defend.."

"Then we will live together...
the future is ours now and forever...
this is just a bump in our endeavour... "

"So even though my thoughts grow dark..
and our dreams seems quite stark...
You'll be here forever; in my heart."