Thick

Once again,

I yearn to be thin.

Only then,

Will I tempt men,

To offer their hearts,

And minds to me,

And take a chance,

With yours truly.

Now and then,

I find within,

The will to grin.

But my joy's hidden,

Under double chins,

Jelly rolls,

And size plus plus.

I know within,

My body and soul,

Will just,

Add up to dust.

This is how I feel.