He says he wants nothing to do with me
My heart screams the same
He says that he wants to hate me
My heart screams in pain

I try to forget
To move on with life
Just how he’s desperate
To live his own life

He wants me out of mind
I want him gone too
He says he’s just fine
I cry for him too

I can’t breathe when he’s near
My body goes numb when I feel his touch
I’m still weak to him, I fear
I crave for one more touch

Everything is just ‘once more’
One more time to make it right
What makes me think I won’t hurt him more?
Why would he want to hold me tight?

Yet, I can’t help but say
“I’ll make it right this time!”
When I know he’ll say
“What’s so different this time?”

I know in a way, he wants to be with me
I know in a way, I won’t hurt him again
How could I show him to believe?
Why can’t I accept this to be the end?