“Sucker For A Brawl”

This frightens me
I feel it again
Something unsettling
Seething under the skin
It pains my mind like a bleeding wound
Chills me to the core
I'm afraid to move, afraid to think
I might set off another brutal explosive
Yet through the fear I feel a comforting warmth
It's been there before, waiting to remind me
No matter what I do, no matter what I feel
No matter how many times I've said "I hate you"
No matter how many times I've planned a downfall
It tickles my soul; whispers in my mind
Trust
Believe
Pray
And this comforts me