Okay this is a love-ish poem and I don't generally write these, so its not very good. please forgive me.

Alone

I hate the way you make me feel

The power you’re holding over me

I’m nothing but a puppet, a toy to you

Yet I can’t stop it

Can’t stop my beating heart

I can’t stop loving you

Wanting you by my side

Recapturing every moment spent with you

Wishing it would last forever

I make myself sick

I’m so pathetic, desperate

A child in an adult’s world

Unable to look past a foolish dream

Nothing can stop the pain

The rush of blood pumping through me

I wish you would disappear

Yet I linger for the chance to see you

The chance to speak my mind

Wishing you would love me as I so desperately love you

An adult in a child’s dream

So close, yet out of reach

Unable to explain these feelings

The pain, the joy, the confusion

Why would I ever love you

The way I want you to love me

You make me feel alone.