He looked at me

like none had before

in his eyes I could see

an emotion I'd rather ignore

what we had frightened me so

I pushed him far from my heart

temptation I had I could not let grow

I know that in this mess I played a part

but fear of you hurting me

makes me pull away

why can't you just let me be

how I care I will never say

I can not trust,

with out trust there's no love

I will deny, call it only lust

I fear, fear your love