i knew i could count on you

because you were never there

and now you'd like to redeem your self

to that little girl who kicks and screams because she desperately

wants to stay with her mother. Not spend time with this man whose her father,and his new family.

but im not her anymore.

visits that are unwanted (christmas and birthday).

and those phone calls once a month.

but at this time the damage has already been done. so dont try to make it all right.

cant remember a time i knew you dad.

because i never have.