I’ve done things that made me feel guilty, and let’s face it, who hasn’t? Guilt is a funny thing. It makes you feel all sorts of different emotions and problems. Now I’m a cop so showing emotions isn’t exactly looked upon with happiness. More like you’re a sissy or wuss. So it’s especially hard for me because not only am I an emotional person but I am a girl. In the cop business, I’m nobody’s friend, not that I would want to be. I grew up in a hard neighborhood. I’m a black belt in karate, a master of jujitsu, and I can shoot a mark better than anybody. What can I say, I’m tough. I’ll be the first to admit that I can be a softy, but no one gets to see that side of me. Because that side unleashes all the things I hide in my life. One thing happened along time ago and ever since then I always make sure to watch my back. If I didn’t, I’d be dead. And let’s face it, who wants to be dead?