How to end it…

I drown in my fear,

Drown in the tears.

Staring at the object around me,

Wondering how I can finally be anything but me.

How could I lie about such a serious thing?

The sound of my blood hitting the desk makes a soft ping.

We’re only human,

And eventually we’ll all end up in a big black van.

So, good-bye world,

Good-bye forever.