Breaking up

How could I be so stupid?

Hit with a poison arrow by cupid.

My heart is breaking up.

It hurts just waking up.

I hate you for hurting me,

I love you for being with me.

I’ll never get drunk again,

If it meant things would stay the same.

But I remember what you said to me,

It stings like a flying bee,

We’ll never be together again

And it’s all my fault.

Being drunk is no excuse,

It doesn’t change what I said to you

I hate myself, I want to die

Instead of living this screwed up lie.

I have no more tears left to cry,

Trying to bury the pain inside,

I know you still love me but why?

I’m not perfect, I never will be.

You deserve so much better than me.

But guess what?

I still love you too, with all my heart

I hate us being apart.

Saying goodbye is still the hardest thing to do.

The scars on my arm,

A painful reminder of what we had.