I hate it all, it needs to stop
But I don’t have the faith to drop
Everything down at your feet
When I try myself, the ends won’t meet
I refuse to give you my all
Because it hurts so much to fall
But when I’m down I notice then
I’m on my own, alone again

I despise so much that I do
Couldn’t live up to the truth
My selfishness, my stupid pride
My shame and guilt suppressed inside
The lowest times they seemed like hell
More than all, needed to be well
Hypocrisy my life condoned
I ran and left you there alone

I hate it but I still want it
Its trash but I think I need it
Why won’t I turn back to the one
Who was there before I’d begun
I’m alone
Bring me home

I’ve been brought down and cannot rise
My broken spirit cannot rise
Desperate more than ever now
I search around but don’t know how
To stretch out my arm, its weighed down
By the crap my life enshrouds
In a fight I’ll never win
Alone and broke, alone again

When it seems I can’t go on
You take me by the hand and arm
Then I open my eyes and see
This isn’t the way it has to be

I hate it but I still want it
Its trash but I think I need it
Why won’t I turn back to the one
Who was there before I’d begun
I’m alone
Bring me home
Just bring me home
Don’t leave me here
Alone again