In a lucid dream of apinning angels and g l i t t e r overdosed fairys

I take my neon pink lipstick and paint my pretty little lips

Spinning in a tutu made of silk and cheap clothing

In a daze of strobe lights and vapor rub

Wearing rainbow colored hair ribbons and incandescencent body paint

Trying to pull myself up from me over indulgence of those happy pills that make the world melt away

Glow sticks around necks and pacifires in mouthes

Spinning under a mirror ball and black light bulbs/

After I drown myself in water with a twist of lime I close my eyes for a s.w.e.e.t sleep

And when I wake the depression is thick in the air

All the happiness I have ever felt has fallen away

Like that mirror ball I was dancing under

Smashed and broken

Until the next party

It all starts over