AN: Another monologue from Avalon from my original fiction, Both Sides Of The Girl

Murderer

My karma is shit

Doesn't matter that I'm killing those that would otherwise kill

That I sacrifice everything that's ever been dear to me

That I hold back for fear of hurting others

The crimson stains won't fade from my hands

I can’t wash them off

They're always going to be there

Haunting me

Howling, screaming, gurgled obscenities on my memory

Fear in their eyes

My karma is shit

Because when you get down to it

Demon Slayer

Protector

It all boils down to one unforgivable word

Murderer