I knew you liked me, I’m not that blonde

I knew what was going on

I felt the words

I’ve never heard

But I ignore them, I close my ears

Not knowing what I feared

I’d pass your way and smile back

But I guess I never knew the impact

Sometimes I stopped, just to say hi

And other times I’d just walk by

How your eyes shined when we talked

I guess that’s why I feel this is my fault

I go to your funeral today

Seeing the price that I pay

I hold your journal close

Remembering the words that hurt the most

But the ones that I’ll never forget

The ones that bring the most regret

Are the words you wrote last

That make me wish I could change the past

“Thanks for making me smile

For making my life worthwhile

But God forgive me for what I do

Because I know I can’t have you

Forever I’m meant to roam

But now I’m going home”