On Track

All these attacks,

They throw me off track.

Lost memories I can't,

Ever take back.

Tears I can never hold back.

This life of mine lacks,

What others hold intact.

This crushing impact,

It just won't retract.

Stacks upon stacks,

Upon piles of my grief.

Stacked up; packed,

Miles high beyond belief.

I get side tracked,

From the target in chief.

But I always come back.

To my search for relief.