I can’t explain it

This urge to cry

Tears pushed back

I don’t know

Who has this answer?

All see me yet don’t

All watch them but not

Forced smile

Ready drops

No one dries

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My hands hurt

My knees bleed

I know I fell

Yet nobody helped

Not a soul looked

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Pained frown

I rise alone

Wipe the dust away

Find the dirty trails

My pain has already done

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No! No! Stop!

Blood mixes with salt

Water with dust

Inside meets outside

And I fall again

Caring not to stand

Sun has set

Night has come

There’s no light

Hope to hold on

Why should I rise?

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A child runs in front of me

Small innocent star

Mother’s hands guide

Where are mine now?

Did I stray that far

As my light die?

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I don’t want to hear, see

That I no longer have

Pathetic my reason to stand

Fear of a small child

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Little one, never be me

Never let go of those hands

Follow my course

Or the blood trails I leave

As I run from you

Me, years in the past.

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