Im sorry mom

By The Angel of Hope

I cant bring myself to say the words anymore
You ask what's wrong, but when I told you in the past all you did was ignore

Mommy now i just say its nothing
and i know it hurts you to know its too late for you to do anything

But how much do you think it hurts me when you say “don't touch me”
Your words exactly “I think your really trying to hurt me”

Has it really gotten that bad?
In the past when things were at their worse your all I had.

Now that you have given up on me
I can finally give up on me

As I lay waiting for the pills to take effect
Watching the clock, wishing i could turn time back

ill cry knowing this is how it will be
The only time now I will be able to get you to touch me
Is when you come in here and find my motionless body