Watch But Don’t Learn

If I stay here will they call me

If I don’t answer will they come

Do I care

Do they care

Does it matter

Should it matter

Or is it all in my head

Is it my family

Maybe even my friends

Is it my surroundings

Or insanity

Either way I’m left alone

Outside in the cold

As everyone else moves on

I sat on a step high on a hill

And watched as the lights went on

Someone came out

Yet did not see me

Am I forgotten again

They go in and the lights go out

I’m sitting and waiting

And STILL no one comes

Insanity…family…friends

There is no light

I AM forgotten and alone

Outside in the cold

And nobody seems to care

Will I never learn