I don’t care about it anymore,

The friends I had are leaving each other,

I am pulled so many ways,

I’m inside out,

I get light headed when I think about it,

They think I don’t have problems,

I’m just better at hiding them deep,

I could lay on a bed of nails voluntarily,

Then fucking complain about it everyday,

But I don’t,

I can’t,

I lay on this bed of nails involuntarily,

With bricks put on everyday,

With every blow every hit every word sent,

I feel it and it hurts,

They aren’t just hurting each other,

They are hurting a friend so true,

Someone who sees every side,

The one who knows every truth.