It Never Stops

Here I am again
Back where I first started
Single and lonely
Crying and slashing
It doesn't stop

I see indentations
But there is no blood
No blood, No pain
I need pain
It doesn't stop

Shaking and Sobbing
My left wrist is still clear
I still see
Nothing
It doesn't stop

The fifth of November
The scissors are fucking dull
I found the razors
Frightened
It doesn't stop

Red lines slowly appear
Numbness steals my hand
Vibrant Crimson
I want to see more
It doesn't stop

The blade caresses my skin
Illuminating my senses
My life is a joke
Wimp
It never stops